my dearest gz.. has been admitted to hosp on monday.. bcos he almost fainted while at work.. and worse of all, NOBODY TOLD ME until mum mentioned it during a very random conversation ! seriously like... hello!! -.- pretty disappointed initially.. well, it was all a miscommunication.. i cudnt focus at work ytd.. my mind was all about him.. worried and worried.. rushed down to Alexandra Hosp after work, all alone.. yes i cannot image that i actually entered that place alone... i still can rmb vividly what took place there 16 yrs ago..
setting that aside first..
gz has always been like "half a daddy" to me.. taking care of me during my lowest.. when i was somewhat abandon.. n it hurts knowing such thing happening on him... to tin that at his age of 74.. he is still working... :((( the moment i entered the room, i saw gz all alone facing the window.. sitting down in a daze...! my heart sunk upon seeing that.. where's e rest of the ppl?? everyone has their own things to be tied down with.. babysitting.. hsekeeping.. -.- quite sad for him thou..
it was a lil awkward initially.. cos oni both.. i tried to "warm" it up.. :) thank god, i managed to!! asked him what exactly happened.. and of cos what the doc said.. apparently quite a few results are not very accurate cos he vomitted on monday and it was the day the report was taken.. spoke to the nurse to ustd a lil more.. n i seriously swear ...!! the nurses SUCKS! u dun even noe what other food beside BANANA is a good source of potassium ! FARK U!! and he was required to be on drip for 8hrs.. they din even get him prepared before it..! like informing him or to ask whether he need to go to the toilet.. till i stop the nurse to say i want to bring him to the washroom FIRST!
when i asked if he was still feelin that dizziness.. his reply was "no".. but he keep applying the medicated axe oil.. aiyo.. seriously that very moment i knew.. he aint telling me e truth.. cos he doesnt wan us to worry.. :'( i continue to probe further.. went downstairs to get him more newspapers, cakes and minty herbal candies..i noe, he just dun wanna mafan me.. thinkin back.. he used to teach me mandarin .. taking care of me.. bringing me out and even to the centrals.. now.. i tin it is right for me to do a lil smth for him.. im glad.. i was given the chance still..
the ward is a 6 beded ward.. thou the fan is off full blast but still super humid!!! walao...!! recently the weather has been quite bad.. raining in the morning and humidity the whole entire day!! i can even sweat just sitting down there talking to him! -.-
he misses his grandson.. althou it has oni been a day.. i can sense it from his expression.. so i tried wanting to make a video call via my cousin's.. arghh... but we are of diff fone.. mine is samsung galaxy, they are using iphone.. cannot video call.. n i cant facetime! well it led to a lil disappointment.. but a phone call was made with his grandson via normal phone call... that very moment.. i saw the smile from his face, instantly.. i was glad.. that i cud do smth for him..
visiting hours is only until 8.. i stayed a lil longer.. just to keep him accompanied a little longer... he will be having his MRI later and more blood test.. hopefully.. everything will be fine..
i teared like fark after leaving the hosp.. ranting to sis and crying at the same time! really la.. what are they doing... the more i think about it the more i rant.. the more i rant the more i tear! :'(
it has been 2 yrs.. yes, now its time to move on and bid goodbye.. we nv know when will our paths cross again.. maybe soon.. maybe later.. or even never..!!
thanks for the fond farewell planned for..
this mark the last entry which i will be blogging from this beloved lappy.. I will miss you lots!!!
so so sick.. it has been quite some time since i last fell so badly sick! literally a bad bad cold.. den sore throat and cough with madness phlegm joined in this party too! crazy! was on 2 days of mc on tue n wed.. to think i still drove MAM back hm from serangoon to her place on monday nite.. n yes i HOR LAN after i dropped her.. :( a really bad for the first time.. i was so so so terrrified.. cos the road was dark.. no sign -.- NB! for once.. i really felt helpless n lost... afterall, this has nv happened before..
slept till 11 on tue.. fark the clinic to close the registration early at 12... therefore i have to wait till 2 for the clinic to reopens.. drove back hm to slp after taking the medication.. woke up late evening.. drove out to sengkang.. cant imagine hw i survive thru the driving.. when i was half drowsy! LOL!
looking back on the entire mth of april.. has been too good for me.. until the final week of april.. well, finally smth happy for me to post about.. an enjoyable week i had!
Monday
Went northlight with the team for meeting.. got back in
office only during the afternoon.. was So so so busy at work.. Ended work later
than usual.. glad to have andrew, jorean and huiming keeping me accompanied till
9 pm .. went down to kovan for BCM
with jorean.. and of cos quite a bit of ranting.. hahaha.. it was so much fun! Went
back hm after that it was a long journey home.. but its worthwhile :)
Tuesday
After work.. went DTF@NEX for dinner with irene, novelle
& sandra… it was meant to be a gathering cum farewell for irene.. we ordered
a lot a lot a lot! i love gatherings :) some fun which i missed out all these years..
Wednesday
A very last minute dinner with the recruitment team.. yes a
farewell dinner too.. we left office real late.. like almost 8!! Hitched a cab
down to chilis@RWS… smth new which I haven’t tried before.. hug ribs.. gigantic
pork strips burger.. authentic nachos with Bolognese sauce.. battered shrimps
with fries and sweet corn! Its so nice nice nice nice! We were so full!! Thou it
ended pretty late.. 11+ but luckily joann and I were still in time to catch 963
back hm~ weeeee
Thursday
Went outlet for recruitment involvement.. thanks to that I ended
work earlier than usual.. :X hahaha.. went hm to do my laundry.. n settling my
own dinner.. went out to meet ex col of mine.. whom I hasn’t since for exactly
a year!! Chilling out at Labrador
Friday
Had lunch with operations colleagues.. den again I went hm
earlier.. nap nap nap.. prepared and went out to vivo to meet regine n
huiping.. hasnt been meeting up with them.. for like 2 years!!! Oh gosh.. -.-
.. dinner at earle by swensen’s .. den st james.. thou smth which upset me
quite abit happened halfway thru the nite.. but.. well, at least my frens are
there to cheer me up.. thanks to my pretty regine and her bro david J! Thou it was very much of a misunderstanding, but the way it
was handed by the other party.. seriously too harsh.. not sensible enough..
disappointment I would say.. seriously, I cant be bothered to explained
anymore.. Why get myself feel so hurt on ppl who doesn’t care about how
I felt and the outcome on this? If u gonna remain this way, will you advance? Well,
I don’t deserve the treatment lor.. ppl ard me was saying.. i cant please everyone lor.. y make myself so kangkor.. sigh.. having said that, I still cant help it but
to be affected! Lousy me, y m I always so emo! Chey~!!! Wake up yollie!!
Saturday
Went out in the late afternoon… its been a long long long
time since I last drove! This time its airwave.. nv hav I drove a 7seater car
b4.. haha.. ya not mine thou :p wnet Gombak for lunch.. the bcm was so nice!! The
tender prok ribs.. check it out at my instagram :p den went to get dog treats
for PUTEH!! Haha. It’s a black dog but his name is PUTEH (which means white in
malayu) lol! Got caught in a bad bad jam along pie.. tmd.. took me 1 ½ hr to
reach changi! Well, an intensive training I wud say.. refresher~ went
Giant@tampines to get bbq stuff.. R&R den JB! Massage.. abalone noodles..
wanton.. n LOKLOK! Waoh..
Sunday
very much of a R&R.. and "red star award" hm swt hm :D
How to stop worrying, tip 1: Forget the things you can’t change If you’re worrying about something that’s happened in the past, you need to stop. The power of your mind isn’t strong enough to solve problems through panic, so it’s important to beat your worries by thinking logically and tackling them head-on. Bad memories from the past are toxic to our health and highly counterproductive so you must bury the burdens of your past and move on. How to stop worrying, tip 2: Write a worry list Write down everything you’re worried about; the bills, your job, the car MOT – everything. Then rate them on a scale of one to 10, with 10 being the things that are concerning you most. You can then turn your worry list into an action list. Take action on the worries that you rated the highest first, and then work through the rest of the list. You will feel a sense of relief each time you tick a worry off, and this is a sure-fire way to boost your happiness and relieve your worries.
How to stop worrying, tip 3: Discipline your thoughts If you’re a chronic worrier, you need to learn to take control of your thoughts rather than letting them take control of you. To do this, every time you think a negative thought, you must turn it into a positive. Every time you worry, think “is this really helpful?” If the answer is no, turn the thought into a positive or forget it completely. Whilst this may seem difficult at first, it will eventually become second nature and you will find that turning a negative into a positive is a much more constructive way of dealing with your thoughts. How to stop worrying, tip 4: Distract yourself through relaxation When we’re worried – particularly about a number of things at once – our brains don’t tend to find a logical solution to our problems. In order to think logically, we must take the time to relax and unwind. Breathe in through your nose, and out through your mouth. After a couple of minutes of relaxation, the tension will leave your body and you will be in a better position to tackle the problem from a fresh perspective.Woman relaxing in bath with candles How to stop worrying, tip 5: Talk to friends and family A problem shared is a problem halved. Talk to your family, your friends, or a doctor if you have a good relationship with them. Sometimes saying your problems out loud can get your thoughts straight in your head and if you’re worrying about something useless, saying it out loud can make you realise that it’s just not worth the worry. With those close to you, you can laugh, cry, and moan as much as you like without being judged and this is a healthy way to relieve stress. How to stop worrying, tip 6: Confront the problem head-on Some worries can’t be tamed through talking to others or relaxation. A problem that won’t go away until you physically do something about it needs to be confronted head-on. Sometimes, we have so much on our mind that we don’t know what to deal with first. Make a decision on which problem you want to solve and how you will go about it, and then stick to it. You will probably find that once you resolve the problem, you’ll wish you’d done something about it sooner. How to stop worrying tip 7: Put things into perspective Don’t be overwhelmed by small things; try and see the bigger picture. Is your problem really as bad as you’re making it out to be? The chances are there will be many people worse off than you. Instead of zoning in on certain things and panicking about them, put everything into perspective. Does this problem affect your entire life? Will you still be panicking about this in a few weeks or months time? If the answer is no, then it’s really not worth the worry.
A parent (from Latin: parēns = parent) is a caretaker of the offspring in their own species. In humans, a parent is of a child (where "child" refers to offspring, not necessarily age). Children can have one or more parents, but they must have two biological parents. Biological parents consist of the male who sired the child and the female who gave birth to the child. In all human societies, the biological mother and father are both responsible for raising their young.
apparently, she doesn't have any sense of humanity and responsibility in her. seriously, CHUI! it seems to be a weekly affair for that kinda tin to take place.. buey sian meh!
during one of the late nights . . i couldnt get to slp and i decided to watch ylbfb.. as it starts at 130am, n i was still early + nth better to do... i switch the channel to 8.. to my surprise it is now showing 黄金路! a show which was aired 4 years ago.. which much symbolic memories behind it..
those days where we worked late.. payroll.. cover duty,, couldnt leave on time for the show and had to watch it at the coffeeshop nearby the yard..
a mth has passed..
i dreamt of him again.. somewhat.. i just couldnt recall the details of the dream.. but i jus recalled that him..
there are so many things that i cannot recall... wad is that little tin up there doin man! can u stop all these crazy thots! makes my monday even blue-ER!
anyway, im back from my business trip.. the longest ever.. chui bcos i dun like the food there.. either too sour.. too salty or too sweet! -.- all day long they eat rice rice rice... due to good friday, most shops and malls are closed -.- sian! not a very fruitful trip.. not even the massage and spa... just that most 'happening' thing was the horse riding i suppose.. im now left half tanned, one fine day.. i must go sun tanning !! i cant even recall when was the last time i went sun tanning with my fav swimwear!
Merit Increment is finally out.. after 4 mths of waiting.. well, i can only say - thanks AH!
The weather is very much similar to Singapore. . Just more Dusty . . And dry. .
Hasn't been feeling too well here :( the air is too too. . .
Started shopping since four ytd. . It's like more like a holiday here. . Yes i need a breather very much.
Couldn't sleep well in e hotel room. . Woke up either with bad flu or nose blockage! Now sore throat and cough is coming on e way. .
Yesterda night i had a dream. . I dreamt of him ytd. . I dreamt tat i hugged onto him and wanting to salvage . . Both of us were in tears. . I woke up in the middle of the night. . Shocked. . First tin in the mornin, i shared it with Jo . . Common thoughts from the both of us. .
On our way to lotus hotel. . We discovered a lot a lot of ants in e car. . Freaked out . . Indeed this place is dangerous. . So so so unsafe. . I wanna go back. . . !
Nevertheless,it should be a good trip. . To allow me to have a chance to know that i can also be independent . This is e first time i went overseas without medical kit!
I cannot always be tellin myself i cannot accomplish certain ings alone. . That will not get me anywhere far. . At times , i just haf to learn. . Never say 'never' esp when i don have a choice. .
tmr i will be flying off.. away for my 3rd business trip..
the longest trip so far the furthest location so far.. the most dangerous trip so far...
silly me, i even told mum n sis bout my insurance etc.. who knows what's gonna happen.. its so dangerous there and almost every other person carries a handgun! >.<
this time.. i dun have anyone to send me off my business trip. . in fact, from this onwards, there wont be the same person to send me off...
yeaps! on leave tmr morning to pack my stuff and such...!! flying off in the late noons...!!
couldnt quite recall the first one.. but the second dream.. seemed real.. couldnt recall the exact senario.. but the only thing which i could recall vividly was the second made by him "你以为还是儿戏吗？ 这次是认真的了。。 再也见不到了"
when i woke up, i was panting heavily.. scary.. yet real..
missed the bus in the morning.. resulted in insufficient time to grab anything for breakfast..
work was not smooth sailing either.. gt involved with MOM over some issues with our existing staff.. work has became more n more hectic.. with upcoming new projects.. new food product stalls.. and rapid expansion.. it drains me off..
my health hasnt been good.. i started to feel dizzy and as thou my desk was slanted for a moment i had a black out in office yesterday afternoon.. shocked my colleague for awhile..
life is never smooth sailing i know.. but when the wrong things tend to happen tgt at the same time.. i cannot help it but to just break down.. no matter how strong one person can be.. there are times when one is weak and need a shoulder to lean on..
as long as two hearts remain close, other things doesn't matters at all.. as long as two persons insist to be together, they will never leave each other..
How to survive Valentine’s Day when you’re single??
Thursday, February 09, 2012
Remember it’s not the end of the world
While many of us dream of being swept off our feet and lavished with attention (and gifts) from an adoring partner, in reality it’s important to retain some perspective and remember that it’s not the end of the world if Valentine’s Day is a bit of a letdown on the romance front. OK, you may not have plans this Valentine’s Day, but it is just another day on the calendar after all, and there will be many more to come in which to score the perfect date.
Treat yourself
If you don’t have anybody to spoil this Valentine’s Day, why not take it as an opportunity to spoil yourself? Treat yourself to a bit of pampering, cook yourself a nice meal or have a relaxing bath with candles and a glass of champagne. With no one else’s feelings to consider, you’re free to spend the day doing whatever you want and to make it a special day just for you.
Don’t get in touch with your ex
With romance in the air and seemingly everyone coupled up, it is perfectly natural for your mind to drift to past loves on Valentine’s Day, particularly if you are only recently single. However, although the temptation may be strong to get in touch with an ex, remember that setting yourself up for rejection and heartache is not going to improve your day. Give a friend a call and spend your valuable time and conversation on someone who will appreciate it instead.
Take off the rose-tinted glasses
It’s easy to feel jealous of those who are loved up on Valentine’s Day. However, it’s important to maintain some perspective and remember that no relationship is perfect and that the romance you see on Valentine’s Day is not representative of a day-to-day relationship. Rather than being envious of the relationships around you, remind yourself of all the things you don’t miss about being in a relationship, and all the perks of being single you get to experience now.
Stop torturing yourself
Sobbing into a bucket of popcorn as the credits roll on another romantic movie, wailing along to ‘All by myself’ at the top of your voice, or going over and over all the reasons your ex was definitely ‘the one’ to your poor best friend… Does any of this sound familiar? And if so, is this really how you want to spend your Valentine’s Day? Make a resolution not to torture yourself this February 14th by listening to love songs, watching romantic movies or sitting about reflecting on your failed relationships. Instead, get out there and do something fun!
Spend time with others
Just because you are single on Valentine’s Day that doesn’t mean you have to spend it alone. Rather than moping at home, make plans to spend time with your family or friends doing something you enjoy. You could get the girls round to watch DVDs, visit a family member you rarely get to see, or head out for cocktails with friends. After all, Valentine’s Day is a day for spending time with those you love, whoever they may be.
Kick-start a new romance
If there’s someone you’ve got your eye on and you think they may be interested too, why not take Valentine’s Day as an opportunity to express your interest? Send an old-fashioned anonymous card or just a flirty email and set the wheels in motion. Alternatively, sign up for online dating or look into other ways to find love, and let the thought of a potential new romance brighten up your day.
poor baby suffered from fits & high fever last thurs n was admitted to icu.. :( took half day urgent leave on friday to go down and visit him.. my heart hurts ttm... how painful to see him with the jabs..
on sat.. he seemed better.. was so 'clingy' to me.. :D
this time round the jab hurts mad crazy! the other time the relief doctor did an even better job lor! WTF! this time i can even feel the "pain" when the fluid was injected in.. NB... hurts big time and bled more than the other time! even ask me to press onto the wound for 10mins... the other time i din even have to do it! wakao..
when i tot my phobia for injection is over... i was wrong -.-
i cried after the jab.. :( think i was scared-ed more than the pain.. !!! grhhhh!! 3rd jab otw in 5 months' time.. sux lah!
cudnt slp well last nite.. thks to my aching arm and stirrrrringgg stomach... :(
was on half day AL as it was grandma's death anniversary.. 5 years have passed.. and we still miss you as much... may you have reunited with ah gong.. da gugu and daddy.. love you all still..
wanna wish all my love ones a very happy new year!!
may all ur wishes come true!! be happy & healthy always :D
but i seriously dun have the mood for it.. for wad that has taken place recently.. sigh.. everytin sucks... but nth sucks more than falling sick on this festive season! FML -.-
company has plans for exploring overseas traineeship... instead of relying SKYPE we are going LIVE! this time :)
yeap yeaps... this yr tentative plans are philippines, taiwan and korea! woooohoooo..
attended a meeting with my mgr n agent.. the philippines trip is confirmed... march this yr... but we will be extending our trip for a short vacation.. heh heh :DDDDD
finally there is smth for me to look forward.... :)
this stupid virus simply wun wanna "check out" from me! arghhhhhhhh.. work is so demanding.. my healthy is jus deteriorating as days goes by.. i lost 4 kg within a mth! mad crazy! mum is jus as demanding as ever too...!
with all that has been happening ard me.. i seriously cant feel the festive mood!
till ytd.. the crazy spring cleaning.. seriously kill me.. the dust! arghhh.. and hw demanding mum was.. walao eh.. that reminds me.. cny is coming..
last year's cny was good.. fireworks in jb.. mad crazy fun! but tis year.. idk..
anyway, a good news! cny 3 will be a declare PH from our company!! weeee... cny4 just luncheon from 12-230pm.. dun haf to work also!!! we will only officially report back to office on cny5!!! hohohoh.. but wait! so free nth to do, ph for WAD! -.-
sigh...! and my killiney's voucher will be expiring this weekend also! arghhh!! FML
lotas things happened for the past 1 mth.. bad things of cos.. generally my days werent so good or not even average until today is a good day! thou a bad start! cos of a stupid nitemare!
but generally it went off pretty well at least until now!
lift came went i stepped out.. bus arrived with empty seats for me.. and work was smooth too!
a colleague of mine commented and thought that i look like 21!! like omg!!! haha.. like a 20% discount from actual age?! lol... den my boss is bringing joann n i out for a sumptous lunch at TODAI, MBS next week!! like seriously buffet FEAST can... after the lunch, dun need to go back to office lar...!!
closed one project to hire 10 PT for RP within like 2 days' ... the sense of satisfaction makes me motivated once again.. please please please let me keep the happiness going on...
tmr meeting my dearest sharon, andrea and brenda ler! sunday, crazy springcleaning at home.. wooot..
an ex-colleague from Ritz Carlton will be joining BTPL,RP :D so happy!! looking forward to seeing her this coming monday... :)
hopefully the ppl ard me had a great day, great weekend too..
my dearest gz.. has been admitted to hosp on monday.. bcos he almost fainted while at work.. and worse of all, NOBODY TOLD ME until mum mentioned it during a very random conversation ! seriously like... hello!! -.- pretty disappointed initially.. well, it was all a miscommunication.. i cudnt focus at work ytd.. my mind was all about him.. worried and worried.. rushed down to Alexandra Hosp after work, all alone.. yes i cannot image that i actually entered that place alone... i still can rmb vividly what took place there 16 yrs ago..
setting that aside first..
gz has always been like "half a daddy" to me.. taking care of me during my lowest.. when i was somewhat abandon.. n it hurts knowing such thing happening on him... to tin that at his age of 74.. he is still working... :((( the moment i entered the room, i saw gz all alone facing the window.. sitting down in a daze...! my heart sunk upon seeing that.. where's e rest of the ppl?? everyone has their own things to be tied down with.. babysitting.. hsekeeping.. -.- quite sad for him thou..
it was a lil awkward initially.. cos oni both.. i tried to "warm" it up.. :) thank god, i managed to!! asked him what exactly happened.. and of cos what the doc said.. apparently quite a few results are not very accurate cos he vomitted on monday and it was the day the report was taken.. spoke to the nurse to ustd a lil more.. n i seriously swear ...!! the nurses SUCKS! u dun even noe what other food beside BANANA is a good source of potassium ! FARK U!! and he was required to be on drip for 8hrs.. they din even get him prepared before it..! like informing him or to ask whether he need to go to the toilet.. till i stop the nurse to say i want to bring him to the washroom FIRST!
when i asked if he was still feelin that dizziness.. his reply was "no".. but he keep applying the medicated axe oil.. aiyo.. seriously that very moment i knew.. he aint telling me e truth.. cos he doesnt wan us to worry.. :'( i continue to probe further.. went downstairs to get him more newspapers, cakes and minty herbal candies..i noe, he just dun wanna mafan me.. thinkin back.. he used to teach me mandarin .. taking care of me.. bringing me out and even to the centrals.. now.. i tin it is right for me to do a lil smth for him.. im glad.. i was given the chance still..
the ward is a 6 beded ward.. thou the fan is off full blast but still super humid!!! walao...!! recently the weather has been quite bad.. raining in the morning and humidity the whole entire day!! i can even sweat just sitting down there talking to him! -.-
he misses his grandson.. althou it has oni been a day.. i can sense it from his expression.. so i tried wanting to make a video call via my cousin's.. arghh... but we are of diff fone.. mine is samsung galaxy, they are using iphone.. cannot video call.. n i cant facetime! well it led to a lil disappointment.. but a phone call was made with his grandson via normal phone call... that very moment.. i saw the smile from his face, instantly.. i was glad.. that i cud do smth for him..
visiting hours is only until 8.. i stayed a lil longer.. just to keep him accompanied a little longer... he will be having his MRI later and more blood test.. hopefully.. everything will be fine..
i teared like fark after leaving the hosp.. ranting to sis and crying at the same time! really la.. what are they doing... the more i think about it the more i rant.. the more i rant the more i tear! :'(
it has been 2 yrs.. yes, now its time to move on and bid goodbye.. we nv know when will our paths cross again.. maybe soon.. maybe later.. or even never..!!
thanks for the fond farewell planned for..
this mark the last entry which i will be blogging from this beloved lappy.. I will miss you lots!!!
so so sick.. it has been quite some time since i last fell so badly sick! literally a bad bad cold.. den sore throat and cough with madness phlegm joined in this party too! crazy! was on 2 days of mc on tue n wed.. to think i still drove MAM back hm from serangoon to her place on monday nite.. n yes i HOR LAN after i dropped her.. :( a really bad for the first time.. i was so so so terrrified.. cos the road was dark.. no sign -.- NB! for once.. i really felt helpless n lost... afterall, this has nv happened before..
slept till 11 on tue.. fark the clinic to close the registration early at 12... therefore i have to wait till 2 for the clinic to reopens.. drove back hm to slp after taking the medication.. woke up late evening.. drove out to sengkang.. cant imagine hw i survive thru the driving.. when i was half drowsy! LOL!
looking back on the entire mth of april.. has been too good for me.. until the final week of april.. well, finally smth happy for me to post about.. an enjoyable week i had!
Monday
Went northlight with the team for meeting.. got back in
office only during the afternoon.. was So so so busy at work.. Ended work later
than usual.. glad to have andrew, jorean and huiming keeping me accompanied till
9 pm .. went down to kovan for BCM
with jorean.. and of cos quite a bit of ranting.. hahaha.. it was so much fun! Went
back hm after that it was a long journey home.. but its worthwhile :)
Tuesday
After work.. went DTF@NEX for dinner with irene, novelle
& sandra… it was meant to be a gathering cum farewell for irene.. we ordered
a lot a lot a lot! i love gatherings :) some fun which i missed out all these years..
Wednesday
A very last minute dinner with the recruitment team.. yes a
farewell dinner too.. we left office real late.. like almost 8!! Hitched a cab
down to chilis@RWS… smth new which I haven’t tried before.. hug ribs.. gigantic
pork strips burger.. authentic nachos with Bolognese sauce.. battered shrimps
with fries and sweet corn! Its so nice nice nice nice! We were so full!! Thou it
ended pretty late.. 11+ but luckily joann and I were still in time to catch 963
back hm~ weeeee
Thursday
Went outlet for recruitment involvement.. thanks to that I ended
work earlier than usual.. :X hahaha.. went hm to do my laundry.. n settling my
own dinner.. went out to meet ex col of mine.. whom I hasn’t since for exactly
a year!! Chilling out at Labrador
Friday
Had lunch with operations colleagues.. den again I went hm
earlier.. nap nap nap.. prepared and went out to vivo to meet regine n
huiping.. hasnt been meeting up with them.. for like 2 years!!! Oh gosh.. -.-
.. dinner at earle by swensen’s .. den st james.. thou smth which upset me
quite abit happened halfway thru the nite.. but.. well, at least my frens are
there to cheer me up.. thanks to my pretty regine and her bro david J! Thou it was very much of a misunderstanding, but the way it
was handed by the other party.. seriously too harsh.. not sensible enough..
disappointment I would say.. seriously, I cant be bothered to explained
anymore.. Why get myself feel so hurt on ppl who doesn’t care about how
I felt and the outcome on this? If u gonna remain this way, will you advance? Well,
I don’t deserve the treatment lor.. ppl ard me was saying.. i cant please everyone lor.. y make myself so kangkor.. sigh.. having said that, I still cant help it but
to be affected! Lousy me, y m I always so emo! Chey~!!! Wake up yollie!!
Saturday
Went out in the late afternoon… its been a long long long
time since I last drove! This time its airwave.. nv hav I drove a 7seater car
b4.. haha.. ya not mine thou :p wnet Gombak for lunch.. the bcm was so nice!! The
tender prok ribs.. check it out at my instagram :p den went to get dog treats
for PUTEH!! Haha. It’s a black dog but his name is PUTEH (which means white in
malayu) lol! Got caught in a bad bad jam along pie.. tmd.. took me 1 ½ hr to
reach changi! Well, an intensive training I wud say.. refresher~ went
Giant@tampines to get bbq stuff.. R&R den JB! Massage.. abalone noodles..
wanton.. n LOKLOK! Waoh..
Sunday
very much of a R&R.. and "red star award" hm swt hm :D
How to stop worrying, tip 1: Forget the things you can’t change If you’re worrying about something that’s happened in the past, you need to stop. The power of your mind isn’t strong enough to solve problems through panic, so it’s important to beat your worries by thinking logically and tackling them head-on. Bad memories from the past are toxic to our health and highly counterproductive so you must bury the burdens of your past and move on. How to stop worrying, tip 2: Write a worry list Write down everything you’re worried about; the bills, your job, the car MOT – everything. Then rate them on a scale of one to 10, with 10 being the things that are concerning you most. You can then turn your worry list into an action list. Take action on the worries that you rated the highest first, and then work through the rest of the list. You will feel a sense of relief each time you tick a worry off, and this is a sure-fire way to boost your happiness and relieve your worries.
How to stop worrying, tip 3: Discipline your thoughts If you’re a chronic worrier, you need to learn to take control of your thoughts rather than letting them take control of you. To do this, every time you think a negative thought, you must turn it into a positive. Every time you worry, think “is this really helpful?” If the answer is no, turn the thought into a positive or forget it completely. Whilst this may seem difficult at first, it will eventually become second nature and you will find that turning a negative into a positive is a much more constructive way of dealing with your thoughts. How to stop worrying, tip 4: Distract yourself through relaxation When we’re worried – particularly about a number of things at once – our brains don’t tend to find a logical solution to our problems. In order to think logically, we must take the time to relax and unwind. Breathe in through your nose, and out through your mouth. After a couple of minutes of relaxation, the tension will leave your body and you will be in a better position to tackle the problem from a fresh perspective.Woman relaxing in bath with candles How to stop worrying, tip 5: Talk to friends and family A problem shared is a problem halved. Talk to your family, your friends, or a doctor if you have a good relationship with them. Sometimes saying your problems out loud can get your thoughts straight in your head and if you’re worrying about something useless, saying it out loud can make you realise that it’s just not worth the worry. With those close to you, you can laugh, cry, and moan as much as you like without being judged and this is a healthy way to relieve stress. How to stop worrying, tip 6: Confront the problem head-on Some worries can’t be tamed through talking to others or relaxation. A problem that won’t go away until you physically do something about it needs to be confronted head-on. Sometimes, we have so much on our mind that we don’t know what to deal with first. Make a decision on which problem you want to solve and how you will go about it, and then stick to it. You will probably find that once you resolve the problem, you’ll wish you’d done something about it sooner. How to stop worrying tip 7: Put things into perspective Don’t be overwhelmed by small things; try and see the bigger picture. Is your problem really as bad as you’re making it out to be? The chances are there will be many people worse off than you. Instead of zoning in on certain things and panicking about them, put everything into perspective. Does this problem affect your entire life? Will you still be panicking about this in a few weeks or months time? If the answer is no, then it’s really not worth the worry.
A parent (from Latin: parēns = parent) is a caretaker of the offspring in their own species. In humans, a parent is of a child (where "child" refers to offspring, not necessarily age). Children can have one or more parents, but they must have two biological parents. Biological parents consist of the male who sired the child and the female who gave birth to the child. In all human societies, the biological mother and father are both responsible for raising their young.
apparently, she doesn't have any sense of humanity and responsibility in her. seriously, CHUI! it seems to be a weekly affair for that kinda tin to take place.. buey sian meh!
during one of the late nights . . i couldnt get to slp and i decided to watch ylbfb.. as it starts at 130am, n i was still early + nth better to do... i switch the channel to 8.. to my surprise it is now showing 黄金路! a show which was aired 4 years ago.. which much symbolic memories behind it..
those days where we worked late.. payroll.. cover duty,, couldnt leave on time for the show and had to watch it at the coffeeshop nearby the yard..
a mth has passed..
i dreamt of him again.. somewhat.. i just couldnt recall the details of the dream.. but i jus recalled that him..
there are so many things that i cannot recall... wad is that little tin up there doin man! can u stop all these crazy thots! makes my monday even blue-ER!
anyway, im back from my business trip.. the longest ever.. chui bcos i dun like the food there.. either too sour.. too salty or too sweet! -.- all day long they eat rice rice rice... due to good friday, most shops and malls are closed -.- sian! not a very fruitful trip.. not even the massage and spa... just that most 'happening' thing was the horse riding i suppose.. im now left half tanned, one fine day.. i must go sun tanning !! i cant even recall when was the last time i went sun tanning with my fav swimwear!
Merit Increment is finally out.. after 4 mths of waiting.. well, i can only say - thanks AH!
The weather is very much similar to Singapore. . Just more Dusty . . And dry. .
Hasn't been feeling too well here :( the air is too too. . .
Started shopping since four ytd. . It's like more like a holiday here. . Yes i need a breather very much.
Couldn't sleep well in e hotel room. . Woke up either with bad flu or nose blockage! Now sore throat and cough is coming on e way. .
Yesterda night i had a dream. . I dreamt of him ytd. . I dreamt tat i hugged onto him and wanting to salvage . . Both of us were in tears. . I woke up in the middle of the night. . Shocked. . First tin in the mornin, i shared it with Jo . . Common thoughts from the both of us. .
On our way to lotus hotel. . We discovered a lot a lot of ants in e car. . Freaked out . . Indeed this place is dangerous. . So so so unsafe. . I wanna go back. . . !
Nevertheless,it should be a good trip. . To allow me to have a chance to know that i can also be independent . This is e first time i went overseas without medical kit!
I cannot always be tellin myself i cannot accomplish certain ings alone. . That will not get me anywhere far. . At times , i just haf to learn. . Never say 'never' esp when i don have a choice. .
tmr i will be flying off.. away for my 3rd business trip..
the longest trip so far the furthest location so far.. the most dangerous trip so far...
silly me, i even told mum n sis bout my insurance etc.. who knows what's gonna happen.. its so dangerous there and almost every other person carries a handgun! >.<
this time.. i dun have anyone to send me off my business trip. . in fact, from this onwards, there wont be the same person to send me off...
yeaps! on leave tmr morning to pack my stuff and such...!! flying off in the late noons...!!
couldnt quite recall the first one.. but the second dream.. seemed real.. couldnt recall the exact senario.. but the only thing which i could recall vividly was the second made by him "你以为还是儿戏吗？ 这次是认真的了。。 再也见不到了"
when i woke up, i was panting heavily.. scary.. yet real..
missed the bus in the morning.. resulted in insufficient time to grab anything for breakfast..
work was not smooth sailing either.. gt involved with MOM over some issues with our existing staff.. work has became more n more hectic.. with upcoming new projects.. new food product stalls.. and rapid expansion.. it drains me off..
my health hasnt been good.. i started to feel dizzy and as thou my desk was slanted for a moment i had a black out in office yesterday afternoon.. shocked my colleague for awhile..
life is never smooth sailing i know.. but when the wrong things tend to happen tgt at the same time.. i cannot help it but to just break down.. no matter how strong one person can be.. there are times when one is weak and need a shoulder to lean on..
as long as two hearts remain close, other things doesn't matters at all.. as long as two persons insist to be together, they will never leave each other..
How to survive Valentine’s Day when you’re single??
Thursday, February 09, 2012
Remember it’s not the end of the world
While many of us dream of being swept off our feet and lavished with attention (and gifts) from an adoring partner, in reality it’s important to retain some perspective and remember that it’s not the end of the world if Valentine’s Day is a bit of a letdown on the romance front. OK, you may not have plans this Valentine’s Day, but it is just another day on the calendar after all, and there will be many more to come in which to score the perfect date.
Treat yourself
If you don’t have anybody to spoil this Valentine’s Day, why not take it as an opportunity to spoil yourself? Treat yourself to a bit of pampering, cook yourself a nice meal or have a relaxing bath with candles and a glass of champagne. With no one else’s feelings to consider, you’re free to spend the day doing whatever you want and to make it a special day just for you.
Don’t get in touch with your ex
With romance in the air and seemingly everyone coupled up, it is perfectly natural for your mind to drift to past loves on Valentine’s Day, particularly if you are only recently single. However, although the temptation may be strong to get in touch with an ex, remember that setting yourself up for rejection and heartache is not going to improve your day. Give a friend a call and spend your valuable time and conversation on someone who will appreciate it instead.
Take off the rose-tinted glasses
It’s easy to feel jealous of those who are loved up on Valentine’s Day. However, it’s important to maintain some perspective and remember that no relationship is perfect and that the romance you see on Valentine’s Day is not representative of a day-to-day relationship. Rather than being envious of the relationships around you, remind yourself of all the things you don’t miss about being in a relationship, and all the perks of being single you get to experience now.
Stop torturing yourself
Sobbing into a bucket of popcorn as the credits roll on another romantic movie, wailing along to ‘All by myself’ at the top of your voice, or going over and over all the reasons your ex was definitely ‘the one’ to your poor best friend… Does any of this sound familiar? And if so, is this really how you want to spend your Valentine’s Day? Make a resolution not to torture yourself this February 14th by listening to love songs, watching romantic movies or sitting about reflecting on your failed relationships. Instead, get out there and do something fun!
Spend time with others
Just because you are single on Valentine’s Day that doesn’t mean you have to spend it alone. Rather than moping at home, make plans to spend time with your family or friends doing something you enjoy. You could get the girls round to watch DVDs, visit a family member you rarely get to see, or head out for cocktails with friends. After all, Valentine’s Day is a day for spending time with those you love, whoever they may be.
Kick-start a new romance
If there’s someone you’ve got your eye on and you think they may be interested too, why not take Valentine’s Day as an opportunity to express your interest? Send an old-fashioned anonymous card or just a flirty email and set the wheels in motion. Alternatively, sign up for online dating or look into other ways to find love, and let the thought of a potential new romance brighten up your day.
poor baby suffered from fits & high fever last thurs n was admitted to icu.. :( took half day urgent leave on friday to go down and visit him.. my heart hurts ttm... how painful to see him with the jabs..
on sat.. he seemed better.. was so 'clingy' to me.. :D
this time round the jab hurts mad crazy! the other time the relief doctor did an even better job lor! WTF! this time i can even feel the "pain" when the fluid was injected in.. NB... hurts big time and bled more than the other time! even ask me to press onto the wound for 10mins... the other time i din even have to do it! wakao..
when i tot my phobia for injection is over... i was wrong -.-
i cried after the jab.. :( think i was scared-ed more than the pain.. !!! grhhhh!! 3rd jab otw in 5 months' time.. sux lah!
cudnt slp well last nite.. thks to my aching arm and stirrrrringgg stomach... :(
was on half day AL as it was grandma's death anniversary.. 5 years have passed.. and we still miss you as much... may you have reunited with ah gong.. da gugu and daddy.. love you all still..
wanna wish all my love ones a very happy new year!!
may all ur wishes come true!! be happy & healthy always :D
but i seriously dun have the mood for it.. for wad that has taken place recently.. sigh.. everytin sucks... but nth sucks more than falling sick on this festive season! FML -.-
company has plans for exploring overseas traineeship... instead of relying SKYPE we are going LIVE! this time :)
yeap yeaps... this yr tentative plans are philippines, taiwan and korea! woooohoooo..
attended a meeting with my mgr n agent.. the philippines trip is confirmed... march this yr... but we will be extending our trip for a short vacation.. heh heh :DDDDD
finally there is smth for me to look forward.... :)
this stupid virus simply wun wanna "check out" from me! arghhhhhhhh.. work is so demanding.. my healthy is jus deteriorating as days goes by.. i lost 4 kg within a mth! mad crazy! mum is jus as demanding as ever too...!
with all that has been happening ard me.. i seriously cant feel the festive mood!
till ytd.. the crazy spring cleaning.. seriously kill me.. the dust! arghhh.. and hw demanding mum was.. walao eh.. that reminds me.. cny is coming..
last year's cny was good.. fireworks in jb.. mad crazy fun! but tis year.. idk..
anyway, a good news! cny 3 will be a declare PH from our company!! weeee... cny4 just luncheon from 12-230pm.. dun haf to work also!!! we will only officially report back to office on cny5!!! hohohoh.. but wait! so free nth to do, ph for WAD! -.-
sigh...! and my killiney's voucher will be expiring this weekend also! arghhh!! FML
lotas things happened for the past 1 mth.. bad things of cos.. generally my days werent so good or not even average until today is a good day! thou a bad start! cos of a stupid nitemare!
but generally it went off pretty well at least until now!
lift came went i stepped out.. bus arrived with empty seats for me.. and work was smooth too!
a colleague of mine commented and thought that i look like 21!! like omg!!! haha.. like a 20% discount from actual age?! lol... den my boss is bringing joann n i out for a sumptous lunch at TODAI, MBS next week!! like seriously buffet FEAST can... after the lunch, dun need to go back to office lar...!!
closed one project to hire 10 PT for RP within like 2 days' ... the sense of satisfaction makes me motivated once again.. please please please let me keep the happiness going on...
tmr meeting my dearest sharon, andrea and brenda ler! sunday, crazy springcleaning at home.. wooot..
an ex-colleague from Ritz Carlton will be joining BTPL,RP :D so happy!! looking forward to seeing her this coming monday... :)
hopefully the ppl ard me had a great day, great weekend too..
